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| sportsgirl (profile) wrote, on 7-21-2003 at 10:05pm | |
| Current mood: mellow Subject: just because... |
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| Alright i figured that i would actually write some stuff in this journal, because for the fact that nobody reads it. Well not many people anyway and yeah so i can just say how i feel. Umm... life is really complicated lately. Just everything, from anything back to everything again. You know it is pretty sad though. I really dont know why i do what i do. or why i feel the way i feel but there i just this feeling inside me that fears. Fears of the what if's that could come streaming down the road and smack me right up side the head. I am afraid of what can come or more what can go. I dont want to be alone. Im afraid to be really. But where i am now. Is wonderful for me. I mean sure it isnt the prettist place and stuff could be better. But stuff could be worse. See there is this median in my life. In everybodys life really. Where there bad and the good, come together. And make some place in the middle. That could rise or fall anytime with out even giving you a warning that it could happen. It just shows up out of now where and brings u down or helps you up. Things that happpen that nobody predicts. Have you also ever noticed that in these journal things the longer they are the most likely it is for people not to read them. Because they dont want to take the time and read what is going on in your life. But yeah so here i am all alone in this cold dark basement of mine. On the computer writing about my life with no worries that someone with read this and make fun because not that many people take the time to read, the fine print! |
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Shinigami | 07-21-03 11:23pm I'm sorry you so sad and confused right now. I know exactually how you feel too. Talk to me, vent it all out. |
Angel_Bob | 07-22-03 12:05pm I know how it feels...all of it.
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| starstruck | 07-22-03 12:29pm I read every word you write, cuz even though I don't know you, its important to me. I'm scared too, but at least I know why :\ You can still talk to me any time, you know we all understand what you're going through! |
smerfgrease | 07-22-03 10:40pm i take time to read them just cause i got nothing else to do. lol but thats pretty true. |