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| theintervoice (profile) wrote, on 7-23-2003 at 11:18pm | |
| Current mood: gloomy Music: We all die young (Steel Dragon) Subject: Can't stop thinking |
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| ok its 11:18, this is my first journal entry,am i excited? not really, i already have a journal in which i write in, but i guess THAT journal would be more secretive since this one is open to the public and is to be viewd by anyone, but i'll try not to hold back and dissapoint you or myself. right now i'm in a state of "wha?" 1. summer's out of reach 2. no job (no money) 3. my love life is a wacked, but i have no love life (ironic) 4. my band powerline is starting to pick-up ...but enuff about me, anyone who has ever felt like they dont know tomorrow will bring, put a comment up and just tell me, i'll be sure to read it. yesterday alisa came by...she's leaving for europe then she's going to FullSail in Orlando. i'm not going to see her for a awhile. we went out for 4 and a half months. (i feel like the lonliest "pimp") after alisa came by i went to go see Anna at work. i dont even know why i go there. what a waste of time, gas, and heart to see her. she only makes me go crazy when i see her, but her presence makes me feel like i'm in like a better place (no bullshyt) why? who knows some times it seems like we are a couple but other times i'm thinking that i really dont even know her, so i try to keep my distance hoping that one day SHE will call me for once and ask to hang out when it just the 2 of us. i eman dont get me wrong we have done other stuff to complete my ngiths and make me smile about but nuthing that involved a wink. i think i've said too much for tonite. i'm stepping off getting tired of hearing my fingers type on the keyboard Peac-E |
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aknifetomyheart | hey its justin g, 07-26-03 2:04am hamon, whats up? hah |