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| fadingfallenstar (profile) wrote, on 7-25-2003 at 9:25pm | |
| Subject: I think i figured out life....i think. |
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| well life is based on one thing and thats relationships. whether its friends, romantic or family relationships. its pretty fucked up. relationships causes everything. like the way other people feel, to how you feel, it clashes, then people get pissed. with friends its constant backstabbing and talking about the other friend. then getting caught in a lie, having 2 friends hate you, or just one or being in the middle. then having a fight for a week, making up a week later, then saying all the bad things you said about them wasnt true, when in the back of your mind its exactly what you thought. but by all means do i not mean that theres nothing positive out of friendships, im just focusing on the bad for this entry. then theres the romantic relationships. ah yes, those. a lot of the time people are blinded by love or what they call love, whatever they want to believe. these reltaionships fail, usually always. im not saying they always do but usually yes. i guess its the whole thing where you wont have the same feelings forever. who knows if you will, maybe, maybe not. the most confusing part is the change from friends to "dating". it either works out or it doesnt. you either realize you were better as friends, you now hate them, or it works, not likely. im not sure why im writing this, i guess because i realized just today that relationships are the causes of all feelings. yes i am very slow. no one cares about other things. other people cause your pain. or your happiness. its always other people and why....because when it comes down to it we all care about what other people think too much....even me when I dont give a fuck about what people think about me..but then again I do, but thats only the people I care about, I do care what they think, but im starting not to. im just lettin go of it all. fuck it. |
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flyingkillersharks | 07-30-03 11:07pm wow your friendships are complicated |