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| thedarkerside (profile) wrote, on 7-26-2003 at 6:39pm | |
| Current mood: undecisive Music: Incubus- I wish you were here Subject: I cant pretend this is the way it will stay i'm just lying to bend the truth |
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No,No turning back now. The very worst part of you is me. ------ Tomorrow...Sunday. Family get together. Yet I still havent managed to get food posioning or aids yet. I have 5hrs and 20 minutes till Sunday. Thats 5hrs and 20 minutes that I have to find a way to get out of this whole social event. Ugh. I know I have to go and that I wont find a way out of going. I dont want to mingle with people I hardly see in dispite or whatever it is thats keeping them from contact. Its too much of a hassle. I dont want to go in a lake. I dont want to go around in pontoon boats. I dont want to have fun. I dont care if i have fun or not. I want to go there and leave. Then not see those people for a while..thats the way realitives are right? My Aunt Renee is coming back Monday though. I dont mind that too much. I want to get her recipie for these mexican tortilla roll up things they are so yummy. Tuesday I have to babysit again. My sister is helpin my aunt go to the airport ugh. I dont want to babysit I haaaaaate those kids. I hattte kids to begin with ughhhhh. Dont give me a kid until i need one. I'm sooo adopting. and when I do they are going to be like 14 when I adopt them because so far I think 14-16 are the most interesting years of a persons life. Damn kids. My moms bipolar I swear. Theres nothing more to it than that. Shes just odd. The way she deals with some things is like...not cool. I mean...she could atleast think it out before she sit there and makes every situation of the day negative. ::mental note:: make it through high school....get good job so I wont have to see parents much other than college money. Find a good appartment. Become a famous decorator/ fashion designer. Move to Los Angeles. Get nice a nice place. Cruise the clubs for guys. Get good career so I dont have to worry about money. I hate how my sister questions everything I do that she doesnt understand. Instead of being and asshole about it she could atleast try to figure it out before she shoots her mouth of saying incredibly dumb questions/remarks. Come'on guys shes older than me. I shouldnt have to wish that she could try harder to understand things. She should have the common sense to be that way automatically. I'm so out. |
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intensify | 07-28-03 10:45am Everyone has Family Reunions but me. I had one when I was like 5 in Wisconsin.. I got my first beanie baby! Joy. Stripes the Tiger. Lol
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thedarkerside | lol omg, 07-28-03 7:58pm OMG yes THE KIDS. They still call me Miss. Amy. And they said they like me better than my sister because i wear "cooler clothes" lol -flashback- "I'm never going to have the same style" -looks down at clothes and i'm wearing the same shirt and pants from 15 years ago- lol ahh good times.
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