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KTHPKC (profile) wrote,
on 7-28-2003 at 4:38pm
Current mood: empty
Music: Grace Omega
i don't know why, but i feel...empty...like i don't have any feelings. Tina, Andy, mum, and i were in Galyans today and i just stumbled around after them, my face an expressionless mask. I didn't even care that we just went to Galyans...i just wanted to be alone. I've wanted to be alone lately, i don't know why because i hate being alone...the thought of being without friends or family used to make me shudder, but now...now i long for a time to be alone, which is only at night, so i can think and be by myself. I admit that sometimes i want a companion at night, but then sometimes i just want to sit down and look at the sky and not have the air punctured with quiet conversation.

Andy and Tina are watching "meet the parents" right now, their laughter filling the room, making my icey mood seem dumb and stupid. But i can't change for the moment, only Cowboy Bebop or Ranma 1/2 would be able to help me laugh, help me smile...i want to escape this world, this sick twisted world of pain and power hungry people. Andy says that Edward Scissorhands has no plot, but he's wrong...it does. In my opinion, it shows how even an innocent suburban neighborhood can turn bad, turn on someone that they had adored...

that's aboot all i can take fer today, love y'all
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Angel_Bob

07-28-03 6:58pm

1. Your brother is dumb.

2. I wish I could help you! I hate seeing my friends be all sad-like.

3. I'm going on a walk tomorrow all over the place and maybe I'll just head up to your house and drop Ranma 1/2 off.

4. I know. Sometimes I wish I could escape too.

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sportsgirl

07-28-03 11:47pm

luv you too hun

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