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| ChildoftheLost (profile) wrote, on 7-28-2003 at 11:25pm | |
| Current mood: thoughtful Music: the gears in my head turning |
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| "i just don't want to be sucked into the world of getting all made up, with make-up, getting my hair done, and perfume." - ktbear 2000 Yes, one of my many great quotes. Susan and I had (well we're having) a really good talk tonight. We're talking about making people think. Shit everytime I talk to Susan I walk away thinking about something she said that was just utterly mind blowing. I think our real genius is hidden within the little things we say, the things we don't even think about before saying them. Our true brilliance doesn't seem to shine until we're in a heartful conversation that means something, even if we don't realize it just then. It's the little things that matter most in life. Little things like noticing how great he smells and how nice he smiles. I think in the long run we miss out on things that could have really made an impact. It's amazing how all this clarity has hit me like a south-bound train. I don't know what has sparked this in me. Maybe it's the loss of someone I really loved, or the thought that maybe, Ill be lucky enough to have a second chance. I rode a bike 16 miles today, and the whole time I thought about nothing. I just lost myself in the music coming from my headphones. Maybe that peace really helped me...I don't know. But what I do know is that I wouldn't have lived my life any other way. I'm glad I beared what I did. And I'm glad I have the emotional scars I carry. If I didn't experience these things I don't know where I would be. But most of all I'm glad I got to experience the greatness that is love. I think that is the one thing that I needed most. And though my heart was shattered, I've been able to pick myself up, with the help of my friends. I now know what is most important to me in this life: people who love me and the simple things in life. wow...that was like something off of Oprah. lol, but I think it is the begining of my path back to sanity. woohoo.... "I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart. Questions of science, science and progress Don't speak as loud as my heart. Tell me you love me, and come back and haunt me, Oh, when I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing tails coming back as we are." - Coldplay I really don't care for them, but for some reason I couldn't get this verse out of my head. |
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ADrock | FUPA!, 07-29-03 6:16pm hey katie... this is benjii what is up? nothing much really just bored waiting to get picked up to go to band practice... hey... what's your house number? i don't know which one of the many houses is yours... lol
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ChildoftheLost | Re: FUPA!, 07-29-03 9:29pm it's one twenty eight benjii. are you gonna stalk me now? I've always wanted a stalker!! |