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| theintervoice (profile) wrote, on 7-28-2003 at 11:39pm | |
| Current mood: restless Music: "Penny" Plain White T's Subject: all it is... |
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everything is nuthing nuthing is sumthing sumthing is coming coming is timing timing is everything 11:42 and i can't sleep usually when i cant sleep its cuz sumthing bad happned, and i love it when i cant sleep cuz i'm ecstatic, but tonite ic ant sleep because i'm stuck in another rut...sucks cuz i spend so much time trying to get out that when i do finally reach the escapse i just fall right back into another situation...ahh...how theraputic. Anyways i'm still searching for a job and finding nuthing, time is running out. tiff comes home soon. i just relaized how unpoetic i am, did u read the frigging thing i typed at the top. wow. anyways today i woke up and stayed in my bed till 3, trying to convince myself that my life is sooo damn exciting. i sing-on AIM, no-one on. cuz i have no friends. then i went to alexs house and hung out there with him and rickardo. rick left and me alex went to mission bay, i got some applications, then i went home and watch a whole bunch of TV i wish i had a guitar to play music on, i have rickt and alex to thank for that. tonite i WANTED to stay in i dunno why but everyone else is out but me b/c i didnt wanna spenad any $$$ cuz tomorrow we are all going to the RAPIDS, rapids are fun. but before i leave to go to ricks house i need to go to coconut creek and pick up some $$$ form my boss. now on to the A-files, sicne my cell hpone has been cancelled i havent talked to her since yesterday, but i think she worked tonight so i was thinking that would stop by her work but i dunno, i'm trying to stay STRONG ...very hard maybe its for the best right? hell i've seen the better days. she's moving closer to me too did i mention? ha! how crazy. anyways i thinkg that watching a hampster crap is more interesting then reading this, so i'll c-ya later J. -Peac-E |
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aknifetomyheart | hey, 07-30-03 3:16pm staying strong is overrated... hahaha... just let all your emotions out and be emo... hahahah |