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| KTHPKC (profile) wrote, on 7-31-2003 at 10:32pm | |
| Current mood: i don't really know right now Music: Burning Desire |
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| wow, i was gone for two days, two frickin' days, and i actually hafta push the "past entries" dealy thing on my friends page... well, Chicago was ok...i'll pro'ly enlighten y'all later, after i've gotten done w/ spilling my guts aboot me feelings and shit. To put it briefly, i can't stand to feel anybody's touch right now. If you hug me i'll stiffen up, if you touch my shoulder i'll wince, if you brush past me i'll hiss...it's not fun, not wanting to have any physical contact from anyone, down right depressing in fact. And yet i yearn to be held, cuddled w/...my brain is pretty screwy but i didn't know it was that bad...i want to be alone..."just leave me alone" was my slogan during the whole stay in Chicago...like i can be alone in a city *scoffs and laughs at self* i was w/ my family (and Tina) 24/7 during these past few days, kinda like hell in my opinion. Tho i've learned never to be w/ the entire family in a city like NYC or Chicago...they dunno how to act in a city *sighs*...ok, i'm done acting selfish and telling how i feel, or rather...unfeel, so now on to the stay at Chicago! Day one: we arrive at the hotel, check and shit, then wander out to eat dinner at the Rainforest Cafe. Pretty good restraunt, too bad i'm such a picky eater that only the deserts and drinks looked good to me...i drew on a napkin then gave it to our waiter cuz he was pretty damn good, plus he knew aboot anime and manga ^_^ after that we went to the sports mart for Andy and Tina...fun fun fun -_- Day two:wake up, pig, then walk to Navy Pier...for some wonderful reason that is unbeknownst to me, i was mad at the world...why, i don't know cuz fred was gone finally *cheers* After that we ate lunch at the Hardrock Cafe...Kelly, i'm so totally takin you there some time!Purchased a t-shirt and listened to Staind and Ozzy whilst waitin fer dad, then we headed off to the Water Tower Place, stopped at some places along the way, and then i went to Borders Books and bought two mangas, Escaflowne #1 and Bride of Deimos #3 ^_^ ate dinner somewhere and bitched at Andy because he was acting very evilly like a bastard and every other curse word there is, went back to the hotel and mum told me to turn off the t.v. after awhile (we were watching Blade, i like i like!) because it was too "violent"...she can't stomach stuff like that... Day three: we walk to Sears Tower, then pig out on Mickey D's and some pizzaness in a nearby park. Then off to the airport! Watched Tina go as far as we could see so she would be ok, fought back tears (well, i did anyways) and vroomed home after making sure that her plane took off on time. Now i'm back, late at night fer perhaps the last night in the basement, and the first night/time that the damn computer is down here as well... tomorrow i'll be movin my stuff back up to me room...back to my small, tvless and doorless room...and dammit all, i don't think i'm feeling anything right now...my emotions are gone for the moment, i don't care that i can't feel (for the time being) and hopefully they'll come back after a few minutes...well, i'm gonna go and check megatokyo and pennyarcade...not to mention keep the parental units from finding out that i actually have the computer w/ me right now...peace out, i love y'all... |
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Angel_Bob | 07-31-03 11:16pm Glad you're back, I missed you. |
| ende | Re:, 07-31-03 11:31pm my poor katie.
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Shinigami | 07-31-03 11:40pm Missed you too! And I agree with Kristy, you should go, it's so much fun. |
Shinigami | 08-01-03 9:57pm Did you ask your parents about going with me in a week? ;D |