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lilschaub (profile) wrote,
on 8-1-2003 at 12:21am
Current mood: tired
Well I should really be sleeping cause I have to get up at 7 to drive at 8 but I just cant sleep, I dont know why. . I got to see dan today! YaY! it was fun I guess. But I needed to see him cause I really missed him when I was gone and I realized when I was gone how much I love him and how much I need to be with him he is the best thing to happen to me and I am so glad that we are together. When I was gone I kept having dreams about us breaking up and I was so scared to come home but yet I wanted to talk to him,I thought things were changing for the worst but they didnt they changed for the better,cause today I really did truly know that I was completely in love with him,I know I was in love with him but today it just hit me that I am in love and it just felt so good and I care for him so much and he cares for me,I thought that when I came home he was just gonna foget about me and that he didnt love me anymore but that was stupid cause he does alot. Iknew deep down he still loved me and the feeling i was having were just stupid but it scared me to think what it would be like without him,it would be really stupid. I dont even wanna think about it anymore so good night.
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rhaps

Oww Geez, 08-01-03 3:28pm

I almost got shot

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rhaps

Hey, 08-01-03 8:08pm

I Love You so much and i promise i wont do stupid stuff anymore-i finnaly reallized how precious life really is, i was so close to not being here anymore and somehow i still am, but what matters now is that we can spend as much time together as possible cause ya- i dont know im srry for goin on n stuff but wow-its like you can see stuff through a complete diffrent perspective after some one almost took your life to try n steal your car. im just happy i have you. I'll see you soon hopefully either tomarrow or the 3rd cause we should do somethin on the 3rd. I Love You-

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rhaps

hey, 08-01-03 8:12pm

Just think you dreams almost came true!!! now thats scarry as shit!!!

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