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thedarkerside (profile) wrote,
on 8-1-2003 at 8:46pm
Current mood: poo
Music: Smile Empty Soul- Meaningless
Subject: Damnit I dont feel good


Err. I don’t feel good I feel like I’m getting sick eehhhhhhhhh. I hate being sick. I hope I’m not getting sick. I think I’m going to go to bed early tonight. I donno, I don’t feel good and I just feel like I want to be alone. I’ll have to go in my room after I’m off the internet so I can get some alone time. That’s why I lock my door a lot. I hate always feeling like no one can help me and like more and more I’m starting to just want to be alone. Its no one fault for that it’s my own. Its just I don’t know.. It’s all mental I guess? I hate feeling like kind of upset like about something or whatever and not knowing what it is. I don’t know its so damn confusing.

I do it for the druuuggs
I do it just to feel alivvvee
I do it for the loovee
That I get from the bottom of a bottleeeee

Arie always passes good music onto me. Thank you Arie. Here are some examples.
Eve 6- Think Twice
Smile Empty Soul- Bottom of A bottle
Trapt- Still Frame
I’m sure there have been more.

i'm out
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intensify

08-01-03 9:51pm

I love being mentioned in people's journals. It makes me feel special. =3

I love you Amy! There's more, oh yes.. Lots more

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