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| Tbaby92588 (profile) wrote, on 8-6-2002 at 1:56pm | |
| Current mood: curious Subject: The believer is happy. The doubter is wise. |
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| My mum got mad at me yesterday cuz I was talking to Sheels till thee wee hours of the morning. And, apparently, that is too late. It made my mum mad, but that made me laugh. I’m glad I don’t have her temper... I was telling Sheels, I let something go yesterday, it feels nice. I think talking to him made me peaceful again. I think before I truly moved on, I needed to know that he was Ok. Really Ok. Subconsciously, I wouldn’t have been able to be with anyone without his approval. Like I said, I’m glad that I’m passed that part of my life. Truth be told. I’m scared to death. I’m afraid of getting hurt by a guy again. Being hurt by someone special to you is different from other hurts. It drags on and on... I hate it. Why though? I shouldn’t be afraid of something I know is good. Is this paranoia? I should be loving every part of this. Something good is happening to me. Something good, indeed, and I’m afraid. He is perfect. Perfect. Sometimes Sheely is the best person in the world. She told me everything that was great and nothing that wasn’t. It was special because everything she told me was truthful. She wasn’t telling me to make me happy. I like that. Life is good. |
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sheels21489 | Luv ya, 08-08-02 9:29pm Hey theresa,
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