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| thedarkerside (profile) wrote, on 8-2-2003 at 8:05pm | |
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I sat in my room last night. Just sitting there with my portable right next to me with my headphones on. I sat there and wrote. Wrote down everything that was bugging me…everything that just was making me feel like crap. Whenever I write. I always end up exposing things that I never knew that I thought about…things that just maybe have bugged me in the past or things that were being covered up on my behalf because of guilt or other reasons. I’m just. I don’t know. I’m just mad. I’ve figured out that I’m this person… this person that doesn’t like confrontation…that doesn’t like complications…I just wish everything was simple. I wish my life and what I’m thinking wasn’t so fucked up. Leaving What was left behind Throwing it all away Forgetting how I hated everything about you Even though I really didn’t at all Forgetting everything I ever wanted Because I could never have it Just to be wanted Needed But I threw it all away Just so I could let go of the pain That would still eat away at me Even though you’re gone ------------------------- I think I’m doing the right thing…even if im not I have to |
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sheels21489 | 08-02-03 8:30pm You have such talent writing Amy..
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