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| joslyn_julia (profile) wrote, on 8-6-2002 at 9:45pm | |
| Current mood: heartbroken Music: Dashboard confessionals-- the sharp int of new tears |
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| i hate you people. you are so fucking dumb. you think that you know the real me but you only know a fraction of a lie. you will never know the real my because my transpearency is to complex for your minds. although only the first sentence of this will make sense i will put it simple. i care for ryan... where as his feelings are unknown; i never expect anything from him because he is perplexed with confusion for everyone. i hide myself from the world and not even my best friends know alot of things about me for i myself have lost the combination to reach my memories. i quite often am depressed due to the stress of being alone but i still live. at pits in time i make bouts to kill myself but by the time i could do the deed i feel better or have decided someone may need me. if i couldn't express myself i would probly never lived long enough to know some of you. that is the scoop and as much as i will let go for now. i will only tell you this.. i do somethings for attention that 2 people in particular believe are uncalled for. i believ i am still expressing myself and it gives me hope. as for you two get over it. one of you isn't a virgin and the other acts like a ho all of the time when there is a guy around. although i may expose my self once in 6 months you make out with strangers wich is more than unnessicary to point fingers or call names. none of you know me so don't say thing that you don't know anything about. |
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jessa_lynne | 08-06-02 11:53pm I dont make out with strangers, i make out with a boy i've dated for over a year and i don't appreciate being called a ho |