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| joslyn_julia (profile) wrote, on 8-7-2002 at 10:00am | |
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| to charlie jessica and darby i am sorry for being a bitch last night unforetuneatly i do not take back what i said because it is the truth in my mind. None of you know me i mean really know me. jessica you aren't a bad person but you do act like a ho sometimes. and stop leading darby on either go out or be friends not friends with benifits that is a bad way to lead guys on. charlie you have no right to say things about me because i flashed two guys you have done much worse. again i repeat i am sorry but i only write what i feel is nessassary. if i din't think you needed to hear about it i wouldn't have said anything |
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Darby | Its alright, 08-07-02 5:33pm Its the way that you feel. I am wrapped around her finger, its where I want to be. I know the way my relationship is with her isn't ideal. I would rather be her boyfriend, I will always want to be with her in that respect, however that is not my decision to make. Sure, I dread the next time Jessa will fall for a guy. However I love her, more than anything, and nothing could ever change that. I want to be with her, all the time, she knows this. I wish I could persuade her to have that sort of relationship with me again. The way we are around each is perfect, I want that with her so badly. There was nothing that went wrong before we moved, we almost never fought. The only difference when we are together now is that there is no difference, we both feel the same, its just the lack of that label. But there is a great love there, a love you find once maybe twice in a lifetime. It isn't some stupid crush or puppy love. It is a great friendship, a partnership we both share in. It is something unique and great and beyond description. If I were never to see her again, I would still be a better person because of what we shared. If I were to have her again, I would be that most elated person on the face of this earth. I'm not being led around, I know the circumstance, but I still and always will hope for the most I can have. Everything with her is great, the conversation, the way we flirt, the way we kiss, the way I feel around her. I would in truth do anything for her, because I know she would not ask me to do something stupid or beyond my ability. I believe in her, I have compleate trust and faith in her, she is the most important person in my life. |
| jessa_lynne | Re: Its alright, 08-07-02 6:05pm awwwwwwwwww |
tanya | 08-07-02 9:35pm go team! |
Upchuck | 08-13-02 8:24pm Joslyn, if you want people to understand you don't make it so hard.
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