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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 8-4-2003 at 12:30am
Current mood: unhappy/ like a fucking wreck
Music: bright eyes
Subject: the art of losing
i think i'll just go find that cliff Jon and Ryan always talk about
The problem is i dont want to die.. i want to live .. truly live
oh fuck. im crying and i promised myself i wouldnt.. i havent cryed all summer. This is hell
I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.
I am nothing. I am just some persons friend or sister or daughter.
And im incredibly Unattractive
I wish i even had the option of breaking someones heart, but sadly i get mine broken
Guys:2.5 Sarah:0
I think im going to vomit at how disgusting i am.. and no one can cheer me up because no one even comes close to understanding this immense pain that continues tp plague my existance.
i am so weak
I have never won anything in my life
Fuck,
Nobody
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alicatrevealed

08-04-03 12:59am

don't cry sarah. You know this feeling will pass like it always does. Could it also be attributed to the acne medicine? Or being that time of the month around? You're such a good person. Don't get down on yourself. There are lots of people in a similiar boat(i.e. me) We're not the heartbreaking types.. but that's a good thing. I think that that has made us more sensitive to others feelings. "That which does not kill us makes us stronger?" You've got a lot going for you so don't fret so much. Perhaps i'm a 21st centruy candide but I always stick by the ideology that everything always works out for the best in the end. I don't think anyone can come up with a counter example for that one... b/c it's not the end.so cheer up my buddy. Buy some new makeup,(i'll show you how to do purple eye makeup like dana's mom did.. i'm good at that stuff :) ) get some new clothes,get your brows done... do soething to feel better... wallowing in self pity is like a rocking chair...doesn't get you anywhere just keeps you busy. We're about to embark on a fresh start... a new year... good things are gonna happen, they alwaysar bound to at some point
<3 always Allison

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Anonymous

08-04-03 1:26am

<3<3 DONT CRY WIFE UR BEAUTIFUL. I CANT RLY SAY I KNOW WHATS WRONG BUT DUN WORRY CUZ IM NOT EXACTLY HAPPY EITHER FOR SUM RSN. ILL JOIN U ON THAT CLIFF AT ANY TIME
~~HUBBY

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robbingnovember

Re:, 08-04-03 12:59pm

thank you.. when i want to drive off of it you will be the first person i call haha anyways its okay kind of.. ill explain it to you next time i see you. and thanks for being my friend and everything and my husband haha
WIFEY

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justlikeyouimagined

08-04-03 3:34pm

ahhhh its all my fault. i cause everyone's problems and im gonna make everyone hate each oher and it sucks. bah. ill cry wiht you.

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blueyed

Re:, 08-04-03 8:22pm

Live to ride,
ride in the lonesome wind
Cross the line,
you can't come back again
Never let a dream machine
Gather dust in your garage
Gonna take a long, long time
But the stain will fade away
Running from the daily grind
He was, he was a friend of mine.

love,
Neil Young

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