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thedarkerside (profile) wrote,
on 8-4-2003 at 5:48pm
Music: none
Subject: Today.

Woke up early (10) so I could go tanning and to champion. Champion was kindof packed but not really and Mirage was like a ghost town so I went in there for 10 mins and did my tannin. It felt good although i got burnt cuz I forgot my lotion lol oh welll.....

Lastnight I wrote some more and managed to finish out my notebook. Well actually I only have like 2 pages left. and the pages are pretty big. It only took me almost all summer to fill it out. But I have another one though. Someone remind me to get calligrafy pens/markers on like saturday or thursday night so I can get them lol. I love you calligrafy.

I have officially decided that my whole life to this point so far is best explained on the Linkin Park Meteora CD. Thank you that is all..but before you leave heres a song that expresses me at the moment....
LP- Breaking the Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(Unless i try to start again)
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't know why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I don't know how i got this way
I know it's not alright
So i'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't know why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I don't know how i got this way
I'll never be alright
So i'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cause i'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
But now i have some clarity
To show you what i mean
I don't know how i got this way
I'll never be alright
So i'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight


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intensify

08-04-03 8:35pm

MY SONG!!!!!! I love that song. Love love love..


FEAR ME FOR I AM FLUBBER

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