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| lilschaub (profile) wrote, on 8-4-2003 at 11:52pm | |
| Current mood: something not good Subject: What is this feeling? |
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| I dont know what I am feeling right now,upset,angry,sad,mad,I just dont know. Lately I have been good and happy about where things are going,but then something changed I dont know how or what,but I just feel different. I cryed today for the first time in a long time,and for what, I dont even know why. People were trying to ask me why and I didnt know what to tell them cause I dont know,them asking didnt help cause it just made me feel helpless. Helpless and alone,I know that everyone cared,and i know I wasnt alone but they didnt know what I was feeling,neither did I. It made me feel empty and dark inside. And Iam sure that dan is mad,upset or whatever,but I didnt know what to tell him I didnt know what to tell anyone,I dont even know what to tell myself. I love Dan so much,I love him more than anything in the world,thats the only thing I really know right now. I just dont know. | |
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rhaps | Its Gonna Be Alright, 08-05-03 1:35am Kate, I know you prolly dont wanna hear this right now but i just cant hold back. you know how much i care about you!!! I feel super helpless right now too because i dont know when im gonna see ya i went from bein able to see you like everyday to just not knowin and im srry cause i feel like thats why your not happy. all i know is that your gonna be ok, you've gotta, cause i love you so much. well hopefully ill be able to see ya tomarrow. and if your not happy tomarrow im gonna tickle you till you pee your pants seriously ill do it and youknowi will!!!, Love You-good night- |
rhaps | im more confused, 08-05-03 9:20pm You say you love me so much, and I tell you like everyday- cause the way i feel for you can only be described as love. I try to show you that i love you so much. but it just never seems like you ever really believe me unless i can see you like everyday. And i can always see you. I dont know, I know you love me its just everyonce and a while its like you want me to be jelous, prolly not but it seems like that sometimes. It prolly just me cause ya it prolly just is. i just wish you could tell me why you seem like you dont care. I dont know im just supper frickin confused right now prolly cause i dont ever get to see you anymore, well im outty i just think we need to talk a lot. cause im just really confused right now!... and if theres somethin i need to know i hope you can tell me |
| rhaps | Re: im more confused, 08-05-03 9:58pm your a stupid fuck |