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| wildthing (profile) wrote, on 8-5-2003 at 7:38pm | |
| hey everyone whats up! lol...nothin much here i am kinda in an awkward mood i am sad but happy...my mom is just bringing me down big time.....we arent gooing to her house n e more except wednesdays again...do you think she cares about me and my sisters? can n e one answer that for me? plz? i dont get it...she says i cant wait till you are in a relationship like this and are in the middle of your kids and your bf...i was like what the fuck..i was...with bj....only it wasnt with kids it was my sisters...they came to me telling me that i wasnt hanging out with them or talkin to them a lot n e more and i looked at it in there situation and they were right...i wasnt...and i love my sisters very much..if i didnt i wouldnt be writting this in my journal...so that is one of the other reasons i broke up with him...and my mom still just dont fuckin get it i feel like dying everytime i think about it and i know that you guys are all saying Heather just get over but you know what....this is my mom...i used to be really really close with her...and that is gone because of some fucked up ass hole who has my mom and she is under his *control* i guess you could say..and it is pissing me off...my dad was talking to her one day about all this shit going on and that our relationship with her is tearing apart..you know what she said to my dad...rodney i need to sit down and she got on all fours on all fours on the ground AND FAINTED! i cant believe that she says it cuz she aint eating but you konw what i know its that and i think she is on drugs...so my dad went to get the phone to call 911 but when he got back she was sitting up and he was like WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT! and she said she hadnt eating that day....omg...so yeah n e ways i dont think they even broke up in the first place i think they just did that so that us kids would go back to seeing her but you know what i hate to say this but FUCK THIS SHIT! I AINT GOING BACK! she is pissin me off.... so n e ways the reason i am happy is cuz i been going to a lot of my friiends houses and its a lot of fun! lol but yeah n e ways i think this is a long enuff journal ttyl byes! FOR A HINT OF ADVICE IF YOUR HAVING A GOOD RELATIONSHIP KEEP IT UP OK! | |
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Janice_2001 | 08-05-03 9:35pm Heather,
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