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| thedarkerside (profile) wrote, on 8-7-2003 at 8:32pm | |
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I had a conversation today..the only conversation in my whole life that has ever made any sense...because what was being s said actually had meaning behind it...thank you arie. I want to grow old with you. The world isnt what it was supose to be. We were misguided as children to believe that our world would be so bright and that everything would be so intriguing. It was almost like each of us would make a difference. I dont see how if I just stoped caring about anything remotely important how that would change the world..I mean..I'm just one person..what difference could it make. As soon as you hit 18..graduate high school or not...go to college..then right as your out of getting and education its like no one could give a shit about you. In others eyes who dont know you.. you mean nothing to them. If they were to wake up the next morning and read about your death in the obituaries...it wouldnt matter to them..it wouldnt effect their lives... everyones out for their own lives..they dont care about you. Unless you were related...I dont want to grow up to make a difference in the world. Because theres nothing that I can say that would change over billions of peoples minds that would make a difference...All I care about is getting out of school..having a well over decent job so I can live the life that I want to...get out of having all these restrictions. I thought this was the land of the free.. Wheres the freedom? There is no freedom unless you hold some sort of power. I want that power so that I can just be happy for once...maybe for more than a day..or a week.... thats all i have to say. |
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intensify | 08-07-03 11:54pm We will write like them, Amy.
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