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 | xobabiphatox (profile) wrote,
on 8-8-2003 at 4:00pm |
Current mood: crappy
Music: TLC- My Life (dat 1'z HOT)
Subject: Goodness
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See...about 7o minutes ago I was finishing up an entry that I was cussing out 2 people with, crying, and explaining myself all at once. I was cussin like a motha and would strike out all the bad words I said so basically my whole 6 10 sentence paragraph entry was gone. But I think it deleted itself for a reason..or jus maybe too much foul language. I really don't noe and don't care anymore because it's good b/c I was pissed.
Anyways..an anonymous source told me that he was out wit messin around wit dis girl till like 1 in the morning, when he got in he told his parents that his coach jus dropped him off. His parents called his coach and he got busted. That is why Brandon is grounded. I don't noe if Mike was wit him, or if dey was jus chillyn outside..or in her house or whateva. I'm jus sick of shit like dis happening b/c he's a lil lying bitch.
I was also pissed the fuck OFF b/c ppl don't listen to me sometimes...a lot..and it bothers me coz it makes me feel like I'm not important or not. I thought I was being overly sensitive b4 coz I thought my . was coming but I was jus mad to be mad. Anyway another person was jus being a bitch and maybe trying to play me a lil too many times. Anyways that was da 1 person I was cussing out. And then anotha person jus doesn't noe when to shut da fuck UP. I mean it's good that they're at a good time in their lives but u noe how it is when ppl jus keep going on and you pretend to be happy with them while currently u jus wanna fuck them up or tell them to shut up so u jus say "mmhmm" and "oh" and "cool". Well that's how it was, and how it was for this person I kinda wish it was like that for me but itz not and there was nothing I could do.
(i am so glad I'm talking to u now Emen, u fuckin ditched me last nite) I took a lil nap too after ppl stopped calling and I was done cleaning. I was with a person and asked them "would u be upset if I shot myself right now?" they laughed and said hell no so I asked them if dey was serious. And they said hell yeah and called me a dumb ass bitch for even asking that ?. (couldn't fit dis all in my pro) and Then I was like "okay" pulled out a gun from my bag and shot myself in the mouth. And I saw the person laughing as I was jus laying there dying coz I thought that maybe they'd at least help me. But they didn't..and I died. And u noe what pissed me off? I actually considered doing that and THAT'S what made me cry b/c they ain't fuckin WORTHY of that. Who da hell are they to make me kill myself? Dey ain't S H I T . (gawd Tyrese iz so sexi in dis video..) So now I'm gonna go play NBA live and eat ham for din din...goodbye and thanx for listening to me vent and I'm not killing myself (anytime soon). Call me after ur done reading..I'll pick up dis tyme..promise.
|>x<|PoOki3, da wifey of PoOh|>x<|
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flyygurl214 | 08-08-03 4:28pm aww coco... u need a hug??? You know what you need to do.. go out and look at ne guy u want 2... den "hook" up wit whoever u wanna.
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