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fadingfallenstar (profile) wrote,
on 8-12-2003 at 5:45pm
well monday was the last day of work....*sigh of relief* but of course it just HAD to rain...ah well. i like the rain just not while im in a corn field...it so kills the fun of it.

went to erikas monday night than we went shopping today...that was fun..had the yeah yeah yeahs playing so loud in the car..hehe...I guess my high pitched scream (im guesiing it sounds like a mouse dying or something) is good entertainment since it always makes people laugh.

anyways i am in love with The Used....I have had the CD forever and I havent listened to them for a while....I forgot how amazingly awesome they are! heres some songs i like by them..

On My Own

see all those people on the ground
wasting time
i try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know

and now it seems that i have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On My Own


The Taste of Ink

Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there to so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away

As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there


Poetic Tragedy

The cup is not half empty as pescimists say
as far as he's sees nothings left in the cup
a whole cup full of nothing for him to induldge
since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

a singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
he gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....
is just a tragedy

so he voyages in circles
succeeds getting nowhere
and submits to the substance
that first got him there

than in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
is just a tragedy

he feels alone
his heart in his hand
he's alone
he feels alone
I feel....

then on that last day he breaks
and he stood tall
and he yelled... and he takes his life
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shorty

08-12-03 6:08pm

oh no no no, you're loud random screeching is very talentfull. I very much enjoyed, yes.. indeed i did. So yeah.. first day of school outfits.... OOOOOHH yeah! I'm gonna wear these AWESOME brown pants, (wait.. are they brown? Lol, they're upstairs and i cant member.. oh well thats not the point) and uhh.... your twister shirt.... and uhhhh... im highlighting my hair black. Cuz i want to. Cuz I (underline I) want to! OOOOOhhh yeah! Yeah yeah yeah. (quitely adds an s) Alright, im done.. d-u-n. Dun.

winkz at the picture i keep of you by my computer....... i mean uhhhh lol

Erika Dawn Childs
Your pot at the end of the rainbow.
Your glass that will break
HAHAHAHAHA.. ok im done


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fadingfallenstar

Re:, 08-12-03 6:13pm

atleaste its all "original" ya know what im saying yo!?! I know how you want to be just like me....well cuz everyone does...so just keep it "original" cuz i know your good at that..and its SO "original" because its JUST like me....Im glad your "original" ok im done. hahahahahahahahahaha.

anyways...im glad you respect my talent...its a hard life being laughed at all the time, ya know...its just so.....*breaks down in tears*

i shall go...throw some swiss cake rolls at a bus, ta ta.

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shorty

Re: Re:, 08-12-03 6:24pm

Ahahaha... yes, i know i am "original" because i thrive to be as "original" as i can be. And oh yeah.... i hope you dont mind i changed my name to stacy. I just like the ring to that. Stacy childs. Like omg.. now we have the same initials!

I know what you mean about being laughed at. I get that too. I just tell myself that its ok to be different and they're just laughing at their own insecurities. Its not my fault that some people laugh at people smaller then them. *tears up*
(this lovely touching moment brought to you by Dr. Skitzo)

And ya know what.. what if i wanted to eat those swiss cake rolls?! Huh, what if i was gonna eat them.. and then you went and hurled them at the built in bathroom on the school bus? huh.. what'dya gotta say now. yeah, thats right. ok, well enough of this.. im gonna go listen to all your cds and obsess over you. Cuz deep down, i love you. With the heart i dont have. lol..... overshare.. overshare

DB4L

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fadingfallenstar

Re: Re: Re:, 08-12-03 7:10pm

I like the ring to that also..Stacy Childs..it
just sounds so cool..well the first part of
the name im not so sure about the whol
last name...we can work with that. see im
thinking im keeping the first letter the
same, switching the h to an a, keeping
the i there, changeing the l to a n,then
getting rid of the d and the s...sound
good?

and if you wanted to eat them than you
shouldnt have thrown them at me in the first
place....biatch.

(oh and i know the only reason you got
those pants was to be like me..just
remember be yourself Erika..i knwo its
hard to hang around me and not want to
be THIS *points atself* cool....but give it
some effort..alright?

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shorty

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-12-03 11:03pm

I agree... on the whole name change thing. Sounds like a very good plan, yes yes indeed. Mmm hmm.

And maybe i wouldnt have thrown them at you if you wouldnt have made me throw them at you! You were all like, comon erika, throw the swiss cake rolls at me, do it, comon i dare you. And i was like, no stacy, i wont do that. And you were like, erika, throw them at me, throw them at me. yep.. i know. Dont deny. Dont deny.

And yes, its is VERY hard to be around you and not want to be as cool as you are. I dream about it every night. Im like, damn what can i do to be like stacy. And no matter what.. i cant. *tears up.. im such a failure.........

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fadingfallenstar

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-12-03 11:24pm

yeah your just a stupid loser...accept it already. jeeze.

why do i even talk to you..i hate you...you and your evil swiss cake role ways...*cries

I thought you had changed, i guess i was wrong

hahahahahaa. ok im done!

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margin-walker

08-12-03 7:49pm

ive just downloaded janes Addiction album Strays and some Mars Volta bootleg....Ill keep my eye on the Used and d/l some stuff after ill finish Blur - Think Tank and another Beastie Boys bootleg...they rock live!

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fadingfallenstar

Re:, 08-12-03 10:11pm

hehe alright.i suggest you d/l choke me and the taste of ink by the used!

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