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holiday (profile) wrote,
on 8-12-2003 at 9:47pm
This whole world has been sucked in, I swear. They're wearing this trenchcoat that covers their superficiality and causes them to go around talking about how "non-judgemental" they are. When really all they think about is what you wear. Or what you look like. And it fucking sucks. Because people could have a lot better relationship with each other if they just realized that everyone is going to get old and die and no amount of money or plastic surgery is going to prevent their death one day. And they can't take that back. Imagine all your memories being based on what you wore or the famous people you knew or how pretty you were when you were younger. While people who don't care are out there having fun. When you're old and dying how are you going to prove to your grandkids how pretty you used to be and all those expensive clothes you used to wear. All that money you've wasted trying to fit in. Those clothes won't fit anymore, and stupid things go out of style and you'll be left behind. While the lucky ones are spending time on memories.
People suck. Guys suck. He said I was "Cute, but not beautiful like her." I'm through with it all. Mom just came in trying to apologize. She blamed what she said on this stuff the lady put in her hair. She said she was feeling "dizzy". Yeah. Thanks for loving me mom.
I guess I'm just not having a very good day.
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munkysaurus

08-12-03 10:34pm

But, at least your having a moment of maturation transubstantiation.

I find hyperventilating into a bag very useful. If not smoking.

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holiday

Re:, 08-12-03 10:57pm

Eh. it's no use. If there's only a minority of people out there who understand, why bother. I mean, they're stuck on their own ideas so they'll never learn. I need to meet these other people though. These are the people I want to be around. I heard you can buy a kit and make your own, but I can't find the place to get it.
But thank you for the ideas.

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munkysaurus

Re: Re:, 08-13-03 1:14am

I'm curious as to why this is such a drastic issue with you?
Oh, yeah, the kits. Those've been off the market for about a year now. Something about a malfuntion in the database lingo that makes them automatically addicted to acid.
They must have made them in Colombia or something.

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holiday

Re: Re: Re:, 08-13-03 1:23am

Ah...well...it all started when...
nah, i'll save you the bore. Bottom line, they said I wasn't beautiful "like her". It just made me feel bad.
I hear ya on that database lingo thing...you can't get them addicted or they'll never stop talking about flying dwarfs...it was said to get annoying. Colombia. pshft.

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