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| mle (profile) wrote, on 8-13-2002 at 3:38pm | |
| Current mood: sliding downhill Music: john mayer - love song for no one Subject: |
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she's not the type of girl who likes to tell the world about the way she feels about herself (garbage - the trick is to keep breathing) but im going to. i think im a bad person. im weak. and jealous. and my head is in the clouds. someone pull me back to this earth and knock some sense into me. i just want to go curl up in a ball and watch a movie. like center stage. like i always used to. but i have practice. i dont care about going to pom/dance, but i dont want to go to cheer practice. maybe i cant measure up to the competitive, catty nature of cheer. maybe im just lazy. i dont know, but im sure as hell feelin down about myself right now. and its not just the sins ive committed in the past week. my bad (expensive) dye job isnt helping much either. god.. id kill for an extra month of just empty time to do shit like clean my room, drop 30 lbs... shit i never can find time to do. ok this bites. im going to take a nap and whine until mommy lets me skip practice. good night. mle |
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drunkslut | 08-13-02 4:53pm whats the deal with your hair? i was unaware that you were gonna change it! but i suppose it obviously went wrong huh? well, i love you and im here for ya if you need me! i mean that way more than you know! |
| mle | Re:, 08-13-02 9:46pm i got it highlighted. poop on it. grr. idk why, but it just looks retarded on me. maybe because im just used to having darker hair (i.e. i havent gotten my roots done in almost 6 months), or maybe because the chick did a bad job. all i know is $80 to highlight my hair is a rip off and i dont wanna piss off my mommy by asking her to buy me some dye so i can do it myself. lol. thatd be fun... :)
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