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| charlessumnerthatsickfuck (profile) wrote, on 8-16-2003 at 10:40pm | |
| Current mood: enraged Music: Be gentle to the appliances, they are all I have Subject: my bro has glow in the dark crabs on his boxers |
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| i began this entry playful and whimsical. now i must rave. Since i've crashed my car “things” have become starkly apparent to me. Over the summer only 2 (steph and k-t) people have even made an attempt to hang w/ me. others say: why don't you do something. well why don't you. all other human contact was purely formal, by coincidence or business related. This fucking pisses me off. I see what has happened. Why did i have to be the initiator of every freaking social gathering? Why did you all want to hang out, when i had a freakin' car? I've been used, and it is evident that i have exactly 2 friends. TO those of you who haven’t made and effort to be my friend, don't expect me to be buzzing over to your house after school to drop you off. i'm done. i don't care if i have only two friends, b/c at least i know that they care about me, not just my ability to make things happen through transportation. Remember that day we all went to the coffee shop? My idea, it was great fun, yet no one could step up to the plate after I had rolled off it and organize anything. My mother was correct, the only reason I had so many friends is because I had the ability to plan and execute adventures. Since the crash I haven’t been allowed that opportunity, but I would have been able to attend one, yet none have been made perceptible to me. It doesn't matter if you don't have a frikin' car. Where their is a will, there is a way. Steph knows this. My dad and mom as well as her folks all know the route between our houses. if anyone really wanted to do something it would have happened. and to those of who have wheels, i express disappointment. right now i can't even decipher clear thoughts, so this entry will radiate confusion, but it has to be said. |
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mysticdaydream | 08-17-03 1:31am your entry made complete sense and i do agree. without transportation it's been tough but if we couldn't see each other for more than 3 days in a row we would talk on the phone for hours. if people really wanted to hang out they would have. i wouldn't worry tho baylee. we've had a good summer none the less. don't worry about the other people, are they really even worth getting all upset about, really? do they matter? not in the least. |
mysticdaydream | 08-17-03 1:33am i never used you for your car. i am only guilty of using you for sex. that's all! lol |
charlessumnerthatsickfuck | Re:, 08-17-03 8:46pm always the sex, i really should start charging |
| mysticdaydream | Re: Re:, 08-18-03 12:08am no, i don't have enough nickels! |
stay_c | Only Steph and Katie....., 08-17-03 9:25pm It's nice to know that taking you, steph, shannon and mikey to see League of Extrodinary Gentleman didn't count for anything..... |
charlessumnerthatsickfuck | Re: Only Steph and Katie....., 08-19-03 11:04am that was one time, initiated by me. you didn't say: hey, lets go out. |