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| punkxtrixie (profile) wrote, on 8-17-2003 at 10:12am | |
| Current mood: ...i cant choose just one... Music: Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now :: TSL Subject: i cant think of one...umm...pickles? |
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| i just changed the whole look of this thingamabob...comment if you want, also im thinking about starting up a community...woo...ill have like my own little boards...how..fun. but its not like anyone reads my journal anyways... oh and heres this thingy..i liked this...my friend showed me... if you slit your wrists... and you lay there dying, would you feel yourself slip away? Would things grow faint at the edges... or would you just wait... would it be sudden, when the light came... when you looked back and saw your body, would you feel sadness, anger, frustration, regret? Would you recognize yourself? Or would you stare in shock at the shell you thought for so long your ally, and ponder it's alien shape? Would you wonder when you became a stranger? Or could you pinpoint the moment when you knew this was no longer you? Or perhaps, you never really knew yourself, you just thought you did. You tricked yourself for all those years... you might have known the inside, thought when you looked into your eyes you saw a face you would know forever... but really all along, there was a stranger in your face. Perhaps every time we lose someone, we die a little. Some we lose suddenly, we know they are going... but we never expect it to be as soon as it is, we always think we will have tomorrow. Some we lose overnight. One day you are laughing, and then next, saying goodbye. And some we've lost before we lose them... we feel them fading at the edges... we wonder, as they grow faint, who they really were... if they ever really loved us... if they ever really will. And sometimes, you can pinpoint that moment, when your stomach turned inward upon itself, and you died to shed a tear... in anger, frustration, regret... sadness... because you knew from that moment, it would never be the same. And like an insubstantial hand, reaching to touch your own face for one last time... you wish just once, you could touch them. |
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stupidgirl | 08-17-03 5:43pm hi i added u as a friend...plz add me back! thanks!
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| punkxtrixie | Re:, 08-19-03 2:59pm ok...i will |