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Sike-a-delic_Grasshopper (profile) wrote,
on 8-17-2003 at 2:45pm
Current mood: optimistic
Music: Solace-Mother Godzilla
Subject: fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.........
Fuck is such an ugly word.....
An ugly word for an ugly world.

My grandpa just died. I have no idea how. He was in his 80's but he wasn't really sick or anything. At least he's out of this wretched place and w/ my grandma.....

This means I'll be going to Illinois sometime soon. I was going to go next weekend but maybe I'll be going sooner now. I don't really know.

My dog and my brothers dog got in a fight yesterday. My dog had to get 3 stiches on her head. At least she doesn't have to wear one of those cone things....yet.

My goldfish is ill. He's been sitting at the bottom of his tank for 3 days. I hope he doesn't die....he probly will.

All this and school starts in a week. erg.

I'm still convinced that everything will turn out fine. Everything has to turn out fine because I can't handle another bad year.

I've always been told that God won't ever give you more than you can handle. I guess this is the test. Or one of them anyway.

Oh and the world doesn't suck as much as I once thought. If the world was really sucky there would be no Dead Meadow or 13th Floor Elevators, right? Right. At least that's what I'm telling myself.

Well, I think I've wasted enough of your time. Hope to see y'all soon! I love you all.

It's alright.....
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Lavitz1985

08-17-03 4:03pm

Poor Kelly. If ya need to talk, we're here for you. We love you!!!

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Angel_Bob

08-17-03 5:46pm

Aw, Kelly, I'm sorry. If it makes you feel any better, my sister's goldfish ate mine and my brother's goldfish. They didn't live past a month.

Oh and dogs look funny with cones on their heads. So you can have something to smile about.

Love ya!

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Sike-a-delic_Grasshopper

Re:, 08-17-03 6:43pm

Loo, thank you both. That goldfish story cracked me up :)

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Shinigami

08-17-03 9:49pm

I never had a goldfish....my cats would eat it. :P It's ok Kelly, it will get better!

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KTHPKC

08-18-03 9:00am

awww, i so sorry kelly!!!!! i had a goldfish once, i swear it was the reincarnation of satan or something because anything we put in its tank died in a matter of weeks...eraser went first, then inky was found wedged behind the filter, then katherine died of an illness or sommat, and cleo also was found behind the filter...fun fun fun. Plus the evil goldfish was blind, not yummy.

i sorry aboot your grandpa, it makes me scared aboot how i'm gonna feel when my grandma...well, anyways...big hugs fer you!!! i can't wait til 2nd semester when we have world religions together!!!

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threshershark

08-18-03 10:26am

Or Ballydowse!

Hope you're feeling better.

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