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| shiznit05 (profile) wrote, on 8-18-2003 at 10:23am | |
| Current mood: im better |
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| i felt so horrible last night after the guys stayed until around midnight saturday night, tara winston and jackie showed up around 1230...winston stayed until 245 then left because he had to be at work at 730, how that kid managed that i will never know, but it was a lot of fun, we were all slap happy and giggling at everything...good times last night we had a movie night at jacobys, we watched the rock, i love that movie, i mean whats not to love? violence, blood, guns, sean connery? i mean come on! then when i got home ian and i had one of our talks, mainly about how he liked megan and how megan really just wants a friend because she doesnt have time for more, and i was trying to tell him that megan's jealous of me for the friendship that we have and how we can talk about pretty much everything and i dont think he understood, so i spent about 20 minutes trying to teach him how to talk to her like he talks to me...oh the agony...but anyway, i felt so horrible last night, i felt so alone and so depressed, idk what my deal was, i felt sick to my stomach, like a could burst into tears any second and that if i was to go to scleep i would just sleep forever and never wake up, then i went to sleep, and i woke up this morning feeling fine...idk what it is, i think i only ever feel horrible at night, in the mornings and during the day im completely fine, idk...im just gonna try and get over it and not care anymore, im 16, life goes on |
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emmyquillo | 08-18-03 10:16pm Almost 17..though it isn't much better. |