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sendmemoney (profile) wrote,
on 8-15-2002 at 9:59pm
Current mood: distressed
Music: cam'ron - hey ma
*~i don’t know if those forty minutes and maybe once a month will be enough for me . if i knew from the start how this was going to end then why am i stuck here in the middle, not letting it be over ? but it is not just me . you are holding on too, and you can’t deny it. i can see it in the way you confide things in me that nobody else knows ( ... it was a night ) and the way that i am the first person you call when you are upset. it can’t all be sweet talk, can it ? because if it is, then i am ridiculous because i feel the same way. when you hugged me tonight, my eyes welled up with tears, and i bit my lip so hard that i drew blood. and you smiled, and we laughed, and we sang our song until that part we can never get past, and i wondered how i could create such a sincere smile, and you drove away after reassuring me that nothing was going to change. it is changing, though . i knew it was going to, so this should not be hard. but you had never hung up with me for somebody else before. did you have to call me back when i was in the middle of writing about you ?~*
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eyesforwindows

08-17-02 7:06pm

this is so good, i finally got around to reading it. i love it so much. the last line is great. i even know what this is about.

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