| Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
| mle (profile) wrote, on 8-21-2002 at 8:27pm | |
| Current mood: muy depressed Music: hoobastank - running away Subject: |
|
why am i running away? because theres nothing to keep me here. i just need freedom. away from this house, away from this life, away from myself. i decided (not 100%) that im going to quit cheer. ill do the stupid pep rally for the freshmen tomorrow, but after that, im done. im not even gonna go into that whole discussion right now. but now, what am i to do? i feel like i belong to nothing. i have nothing. i belong to no one, and no one belongs to me. i have no one. so tired of being alone so hurry up and get here (john mayer - love song for no one) they say "no man is an island", but apparently this excludes women. or at least me. thats exactly how i feel right now. i feel like a waste. and ive always beleived the only reason keeping me here is because i could never put the others through that shock. well the others is basically just family right now. and thats cuz they have to be here. so screw this. im running away... mle |
|
| Post A Comment |
spud | 08-22-02 12:45am you know. i really feel all crappy. i mean. i can kinda relate to your feelings, but i'm too far out of the loop to get the big picture. i just can't really help as much as i'd want to. i can't even say that i totally relate. but we've all still got a lot of life to live. like, i can barely remember much before seven, but at the time, whatever was going on was all that mattered. like now. in a few years i'll be worried about getting a job, and a home, and keeping up my car, and college, etc. juggling school and band, and soccer, and friends will all seem so trivial. that's just how it is. but i still want to leave. maybe this weekend i can go somewhere. |