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joslyn_julia (profile) wrote, on 8-28-2003 at 2:42pm | |
Current mood: crushed Music: Snake River Conspiracy-- How soon is now? |
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My life is worthless no one wants me i am a reject to society. if i died tomorrow would you miss me? no, that's what i thought i told my parents to kill me last night that it would solve all of their problems they didn't say anything so i repeated myself if i am such a pain, kill me it will solve some of your debt don't worry. Then you won't have to even worry about college i need this pain gone i need something that's not here i'm not sure it ever was but i know i can't feel it when i drink i can feel it even when i take pain pills and sometimes i find it hard to breathe i don't know what is wrong but the doctor will enevidably tell me i'm fine or give me more pills that i won't take like the pain killers or the herbs the truth is i don't want to get better i want to die just seep into the cracks. I'm not noticed anyways. I am a reject to society. |
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Anonymous | 08-28-03 3:14pm Hey I know how you feel. well., i used to feel like that. like i just wanted to die. But just try to look at the positive and think it has to get better somewhere along the line. Try to cheer up. Feel better. |
Anonymous | 08-28-03 8:38pm I think I know what you mean. Sometimes it takes a while before you don't feel like that anymore. But hopefully you'll realize that it's just a phase. Besides, I'd miss you if you died!! |