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joslyn_julia (profile) wrote,
on 8-28-2003 at 2:42pm
Current mood: crushed
Music: Snake River Conspiracy-- How soon is now?
My life is worthless
no one wants me
i am a reject to society.

if i died tomorrow would you miss me?
no, that's what i thought

i told my parents to kill me last night
that it would solve all of their problems
they didn't say anything

so i repeated myself
if i am such a pain, kill me
it will solve some of your debt
don't worry. Then you won't have
to even worry about college

i need this pain gone
i need something that's not here

i'm not sure it ever was
but i know i can't feel it when i drink
i can feel it even when i take pain pills
and sometimes i find it hard to breathe
i don't know what is wrong but the doctor will enevidably tell me i'm fine
or give me more pills that i won't take
like the pain killers
or the herbs

the truth is i don't want to get better
i want to die
just seep into the cracks.
I'm not noticed anyways.


I am a reject to society.
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Anonymous

08-28-03 3:14pm

Hey I know how you feel. well., i used to feel like that. like i just wanted to die. But just try to look at the positive and think it has to get better somewhere along the line. Try to cheer up. Feel better.

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Anonymous

08-28-03 8:38pm

I think I know what you mean. Sometimes it takes a while before you don't feel like that anymore. But hopefully you'll realize that it's just a phase. Besides, I'd miss you if you died!!

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