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| JB1863 (profile) wrote, on 9-1-2003 at 12:59am | |
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| today was the first rehearsal of my improv troupe, it went very well. we had it at the amphitheatre in south county regional park which is a PERFECT spot for it. larry and gladys couldnt come which stinks but everyone else was there and it went very well. it only lasted for about an hour. after that me and jen hung out at my house and talked about things. oh, so i had a dream last night. i'm gonna be blunt about this, not use code names and beat around the bush. i had a dream about holly last night, i've been having dreams about her lately. i miss her a lot. i forced myself to push her outta my mind for a while and since my conscious mind wasnt thinking about her, my unconscious mind started to and i woke up really sad. so i IMed her today and we talked for a while and then we were text messaging each other back and forth all night. it was really nice. i never really said goodbye to her when she left for college because i knew seeing her would stir up feelings and she was leaving and i kind of resented her for leaving even though it was for the best. i dunno, i'm really just in a weird place right now. argh i'm such a sap. and a fool. i really want a relationship right now, i totally dont want to hook up with anyone. like i said before, i've passed up opportunities to hook up with girls recently because there is no point. but there is no one in school or in palm beach that i want to date. no one meets my standards. i have high standards to begin with and i was spoiled too, i compare everyone to holly and no one can compare so i'm just stuck. blech. GOODNIGHT!
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LionsPride1824 | 09-01-03 1:13am harmony man, |
| Anonymous | 09-01-03 12:49pm The other comment inspired me, so...
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thelilsteph | 09-01-03 6:16pm Dreams of this nature are normal. Honestly, I'd be surprised if you weren't having them. I understand your desire for a relationship. Stop looking for one, and it shall come to you. The fact tat you compare everyone to Holly will end up being an issue. What if no one, in your mind, ever compares to her? Try giving others a fair chance. |
manda5934 | :[, 09-01-03 7:37pm he you saw me that night too but i didn't see a shout out to amanda..why dont you like me! you and yer whole click... why dont i get asked to hang out? what am i not cool enough justin! eh... w/e i see how it is... why does no one love me! |
JB1863 | 09-01-03 7:52pm shush amanda. gladys and rachel didnt get shout outs either. stop with the no one loves me crap. It was 4 of us hanging out, it was no big deal, how come your click doesnt ever invite me to hang out with them? its the same thing. besides you hung out with us all that one night anyway but you spent the whole night talking with joel. |
| manda5934 | Re:, 09-01-03 7:55pm b/c hes the one who asked me to go..b/c no one else likes me.... |
JB1863 | Re: Re:, 09-01-03 8:19pm shut up with the no one else likes me |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 09-01-03 9:08pm Stop bitching about no one liking you. You know that people do like you. |