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| jedibumblebee (profile) wrote, on 8-25-2002 at 11:57pm | |
| Current mood: listless Music: Modest Mouse- Polar Opposites Subject: Polar opposites don't push away...I know I should go but I'll probably stay.. |
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| today nick comes up to me and giggles like a girl and says, "so....are you over me yet?" i say "aww thats so cute" and smack him. and when i hit him and he smiled it hit me. i thought i was so into him because he is just like me. a male carbon. which was great for about a week. i dont like myself enough to date myself. i have traits in myself that i dont prefer in others. i like to give things i dont like to receive, i like to receive some i dont like to give. i dont always want to talk but need to be talked to. sometimes i need someone who's cheerful when i'm sad, and vice versa. i dont want to date me. sometimes it was cool because we were after the same thing and were headed in the same direction. but obviously it lost its appeal. its so funny how life works. for those few minutes when i could still feel stinging in my hand, everything made sense. |
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Brodie | 08-26-02 8:34pm A male carbon?
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jedibumblebee | Re:, 08-26-02 10:00pm Yeah, occasionally. We think alike. I never saw the episode but so many of my friends have been suggesting it to this situation...I should track it down. |