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| JB1863 (profile) wrote, on 9-1-2003 at 7:53pm | |
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| Alright. I was up until 5am last night talking to holly. we caught up and talked about a lot of stuff, most of it i dont care to share with any of you. I would like to comment on what Steph Co said in her comment from last night's journal. It's not that i'm not giving other people a try, because i totally am, i've been open and whatever for the past 2 months just doing my thing. i meet other girls but none of them meet my standards. not many girls can handle me, not to sound conceided or anything but not many can. i'm very critical and nit-picky and it just takes a special girl to break through all that and frankly no one has been able to do it except for holly. i still love holly, yes. Sometimes i wonder if holly and I will end up together in the end. I dont know, i just dont know. All i know is, that i can look at this at a more mature and grown up view point. since the summer began i think i've done the most growing up than i ever have. so i dont want anyone commenting, yelling at me for things i've said about holly because frankly none of you know how i really feel or know what the circumstances are. Now you all might be getting the wrong idea. i'm not chasing after holly like old times. no no, nothing like that. i just am....well nevermind what i'm doing, what are you doing? ok today i went to office depot with joe vitar and joel to try and exchange my cell phone for a new one, they wouldnt let me do it, told me i had to go to MetroPCS and do it. but the Metro stores are all closed for Labor Day. damn labor day. well after that we went to sport authority and then i went home to do my weekly cleaning lady job. made $65. then i watched "Just Married" it was cute. it had some really funny moments and some really cute moments. i give it 2 1/2 stars out of 5. after that i did my gov't article, surprising i know. i hate gov't and i hate articles. well i know its early to be updating but i had nothing else better to do. so now i leave you with a quote. "Pride is the insecure man's crutch."
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reconditeinsight | 09-01-03 9:23pm Dude... the way you think is the female version of me. Scary. I'm not commenting to tell you that you are wrong, or to get over it, or this or that... I just want to say that I know EXACTLY how you feel.... to the T. And you know who I'm talking about... so its natural. As much as you want, you cant help the way you feel about a person or situation. Sooo... thats it for now. HUGS! |
| Anonymous | 09-02-03 12:25am Good for you for patching up what was, accepting what is, and trying to move on. But don't let your standards get so high that you cross off potential people. Let them be the one who decides if they can handle you or not. You may be surprised. And if they can't, at least there was the opportunity. |
thelilsteph | 09-02-03 6:37am Honey, I hope you didn't think that I was attacking you or anything. I honestly wasn't. You know that I am always here for you. (Recall: pool side talks at state)... good times... I agree with the anonoymous commenter- some people may surprise you. On another note, I miss you Justin. I really do. We don't talk anymore besides through journals... it saddens me. Miss you muchly
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JB1863 | 09-02-03 6:39am anonymous commentor i dont completely agree and i dont completely think you understand what i'm saying. steph co, i know you werent attacking me, i didnt take offense at all. and i miss you a lot too, we need to hang out very soon. i've been very busy lately and have drifted away from a bunch of people. |