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| talithe (profile) wrote, on 9-4-2003 at 1:02am | |
| Current mood: tired Music: Blink 182 "Adam's Song" Subject: Take Advantage of Me |
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| I have the "most comfortable" bed in this house. Not too long ago I let my mother sleep in it, several times, and same goes for my brother. Tonight he will be sleeping in my bed yet again. That wouldn't bother me so much if I didn't feel taken advantage of, but I just woke up an hour ago to watch Inuyasha (my brother wakes me up just to watch it) and I had about five hours of sleep. That's all the sleep I've had in two days and everyone thinks I don't need anymore, so they steal my bed. I'm a perfectionist, sort of a hypochondriac, somewhat of an obsessive-compulsive, but now I have insomniac under my belt. Not to bitch too hard, but my whole family, save for me, is overweight. That's why I have the best bed, because I haven't yet fucked up the frame. My brother is getting a new bed because the mattress made a 'u'. I really don't want my bed to be that fucked up, but after so many nights of everyone else sleeping on it, it's slowly getting there. It pisses me off. I can't say I'm the cleanest person in the world either, but it sickens me to think what odors everyone else is leaving behind. My mother slept in her panties on my bed and when I found that out I was repulsed and tried so hard to hide it. She didn't even know it bothered me until my brother mentioned it. Then she sat me down and tried to have a "mother to daughter" talk about how sorry she was, but not before putting in a lot of, "What's wrong with you?" comments. Everything! Ok? I'm a freak when it comes to skin as well. I wash my face whenever it feels dirty. This is probably slightly related to OCD. But I hate when people use my pillow as well because no one else has a 'nice' face in my family. I know that's harsh. My mother washes her face a bit, puts expensive lotions and shit on it, but she sleeps with her mouth open and I swear she's drooling on my pillow. My brother on the other hand does NOT make the slightest attempt to clean his face. It's disgusting. And now it's on my pillow. Ok, that's enough of that. I wrote a poem last night that I spent two hours thinking about. It's about my life, and I kind of liked it. I enjoy writing poetry.. maybe someday I'll put something up. I used to keep a diary at Diaryland but something happened and I deleted all of the entries. I kept a few of the ones I liked, it's still on my computer, so maybe on the days where I'm too lazy to write I'll copy/paste something from the collection. Laziness. I actually liked those entries more than any I've ever written elsewhere. I don't goof off, hardly waste time, and get straight to the point. I joke less too, which I know can be more interesting to read at times. Going to check my spam-filled emails now. |
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spaceforhope | Quizilla Quiz, 09-06-03 2:48am I thought you might like this quiz, being how you like Inuyasha. You may have already taken it before. I have never watched it... I have no idea where I would even find it at. As much as I have heard about it from people online, it must be good! Anyways I hope you enjoy the quiz, if not sorry. Have a great day!!!
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