09-04-03 8:07pm

i think you underestimate the people who care about you.... or at least the amount of people. don't sell yourself short.

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Re:, 09-04-03 8:10pm

You wouldnt understand.

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09-04-03 8:12pm

because i'm not given a chance. and you're one to talk about not understanding... you really don't see how much people care. or maybe you do and you just don't care that they do.

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Re:, 09-04-03 8:14pm

where are you even saying people care, you dont so.

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Re: Re:, 09-04-03 8:16pm

ya know what... why the fuck should i care?? you know what? I DO. believe it or not. maybe if you were around to learn that one. i guess i'm stupid for caring because you don't give a fuck. and i guess i'm alright with that because i'm not one to try and change someone's feelings. you're entitled to your opinion and feelings i guess.

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Re: Re: Re:, 09-04-03 8:19pm

I do care,you just never seem like you care,when was the last time you talked to me huh,I always talk to you its always me doing things,do you call me no,do you talk to me online no,or even a hello at school nope. The reason we haven talked is cause i stoped talking to you if you cared you would talk to me,show me you actually care.

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-04-03 8:21pm

i never realized how self centered you were before now.

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-04-03 8:23pm

then fucking show me that you WANT me to care. you always made me feel like i was in the backseat compared to dan. so i didn't dare compete. i just decided to let you be. you would rather hang out with dan than me and his words seem to matter more to you anyway, even before it seemed that way. and the first time we were going through shit when i was having a hard time... you bitched at me for it.... even though i was trying to tell you how i felt, that was heartless. honestly. lets not be understanding. i didn't want to let things go down the shithole, but when your measly attempts at talking to me started to seem insincere, i stopped letting our friendship bother me.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-04-03 8:23pm

iam not self centered,i just want my best friend back

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-04-03 8:24pm

I've been watching this from day one, and you didnt seem to care back then...*sigh* I'm just tired of this arguing

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-04-03 8:25pm

thats not fair,how many times did you ditch me for andy,or when i was at your house and andy came over it was like i wasnt even there,i never put dan before you ever i never would

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-04-03 8:29pm

i can't control when he comes over. he does that all the time. and i've hung out with andy over you very few times. in the cases that i do its because maybe it's the only time we can hang out and you and i could find other times. i'm not going to make effort where it isn't welcomed. i just always felt like i was below dan, i knew i wasn't... but it just seemed that way. i'm not saying its fact, i'm saying based on surface. *sigh*

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Bastard, 09-04-03 9:18pm

Im srry im at the center of your problems. im glad i now know you do put friends over me. but to think that relationships could ruin friendships like they have is kinda hard to believe. Im srry that your friend was puttin me over you even though she obviously didnt realize, i hope you guys can just cool it and remember the good times. / after hearin stuff like i just did i dont know what to say.*screems*

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09-04-03 9:18pm

i love u kate....and i care and i want u to talk to me if u feel like u need 2:) i wish we could do something again, it was fun just hanging out that one night, i miss that. just if we do get the chance to hang out, lets NOT hit any rocks and ruin my car lol. i love u hun and im always here for ya!!

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