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| theintervoice (profile) wrote, on 9-5-2003 at 3:02pm | |
| Current mood: stuck Music: keyboards being typed Subject: the fuck up |
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| ok i'm at school right now, and i feeel really pissed off. school just ended, i'm waiting for my mom to come to the student pick up around 5:30 and thats a long way away. looks like i'm stuck here for another 2 hours and 30 minutess..pleanty of time to do my hmwk though. ok now on to the real reason i'm writing in my journal after school is done. at first i just got really fuken angry and now its a mix of determination as well. its probably not as obvious but i am the jealous type, all i need isd a spark and i get going. its not fault tho i dont understand. some times its yes like earlier this morning when she was waiting for me out side the 1st hour room and some times it s hell no when she just goes off completly disregarding everything i say to her it soo fuck up....ughh...but now on to the determination part. i know now that i cant be want i want her to see me as, i'm nto gunna act like a thug just cuz thats the kinda boys she likes. and i dont know what she does over the weekends now cuz we dont hang out anymore...thats my jealousy taking over me....maybe it was me maybe i was to afrid to say what guys are suppose to say when they get this close to someone...myabe i skipped oput on the " do you wanna go out" and now i'm way overdue and she doesnt wanna hear it, or maybe she does and i can't see it..... or maybe i'm fessing over sumthing that is absolutly nuthing at alllll. heh this is me right now. this is my life as it is right now. this is me pressing the period button in frustration. stuck.forever. |
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aknifetomyheart | 09-05-03 5:02pm hamon! girls are crazy... i know....... stupid ambivalence, sorry im dogmatic |
| theintervoice | Re:, 09-08-03 4:31pm girl are evil justin |