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| silversoldier (profile) wrote, on 9-5-2003 at 9:14pm | |
| Current mood: scattered (like cockroaches!!) Music: "Going Under" ... (just randomly popped into head) Subject: Came off of a serious high this afternoon.... |
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| Wow, felt like I dropped from a skyscraper too... but that was probably because I had to go to soccer practice right after it went away... Anyways... Things just seem to be falling in and out all over.... School started out OK, then for the past three days it SUCKED A MONKEY'S SWELLING COCK.... and now it's back to being ok.... I guess it's probably the whole *weekend, yay! No work worries!!* Yeah, I really am missing you guys (as you guys is everyone not going to CMR...) It's strange... somehow I've ended up right on the outer ring of the preps.... scary, yet nice at the same time.... My other group is the *Mormon group* (they dominate CMR... help...) ... ah... yeah, they're not necessarily all churchy and stuff, but they're a lot sunshinier than some old friends (which is where my high came from today)... yeah, but it just sucks because all those dark, moody people I know at smer I don't get to see during the day.... so it's just blah... And class projects have been too fucking often for me... God, I really don't want to be writing an essay a week, but that's what it's feeling like.... Oh! I have a stalker.... yeah, Aly won't get off my back, because she doesn't understand I don't fucking want some cheap-ass, cuddle-up relationship. Oh, I want to strangle her! I already told her "I don't want a relationship right now." But of course, she didn't hear what she wanted. She must know if it's yes or no.... so she follows me everywhere. It's so fucking sick. I'm about ready to say "Get the fuck away from me, you sad shit. Find yourself some other fuzzy object to cuddle with, because I'm beyond that love by now. Listen and GO AWAY!!!" gah... And then there's the whole *everyone's life sucks right now.* Yeah, that's the general way of life, but it's hard when I'm not there to see it... Maybe I should've gone to GFH... but fuck it... things can be screwed, because it's gonna end that way anyway. |
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untitled | 09-05-03 11:43pm Im engaged |
silversoldier | Re:, 09-05-03 11:50pm hey, it seems you're moving this love a little quickly with Brandon... you're not REALLY engaged?? |
| untitled | Re: Re:, 09-05-03 11:53pm gee thanks |
silversoldier | Re: Re: Re:, 09-05-03 11:57pm I just don't know if you're being serious or not... |
| untitled | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 09-06-03 12:32am mmm hmmm |
Jessika | nicko!!!!!!!!!!!, 09-06-03 7:24pm just tell chick that you had a chance with her but her recent actions have made you have second thoughts and now you don't even wanna be her friend. but we needa make ANOTHER attempt at getting together!!!! I have not seen you since school got out and everyon else just at random times in the hall. |
silversoldier | Re: nicko!!!!!!!!!!!, 09-06-03 7:30pm yeah, I'd say that to her, but she has 4 classes with me... one of which she sits behind me....
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DarkSwordDancer | ..., 09-06-03 8:58pm Congrats schylar.
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