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| mle (profile) wrote, on 8-30-2002 at 10:28am | |
| Current mood: frustrated Music: eminem (burning kathy's rap cd last night has put me into a rap-obsession lol) Subject: .... so why cant i just do it? |
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where to begin... ... i just want to be someone, something im not. i dont want to be me. but i cant seem to change. am i supposed to be this way my whole life? why? oh god, why am i me? i never signed this contract, i dont want any of this. i dont want to be stubborn, unsuccessful, fat, lazy, dead, easily-stressed, negative. i could go on all day. i could list the people i want to be like, but that would go on all day too. i cant wait for psychology 2nd semester, even if boner teaches it. i want to know why i am who i am. what makes me tick. i want to know why they are the way they are. what makes them tick. what makes them better than me. what gives them the right to make me insecure and inferior... mle |
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drunkslut | 09-01-02 3:43pm sorry i made you addicted to rap! but if you wanna be someone else, its in your hands~your the only one who can change that! |