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holiday (profile) wrote,
on 9-11-2003 at 6:28pm
Subject: Coordinate brain and mouth, then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out, I wish I knew...
This must just be a bad week, yeah, I'll keep telling myself that till it drags me down all the way. Each week will go by and it will be the same thing. Because that's what it's like. And nights and morning rides are the worst of it all, when I sit alone and think about...sad things. Why do I always think of sad things. I used to be a happy kid. But I don't feel like laughing anymore.

Except when I cut my wrist this morning in Culinary. I did something stupid. I was cutting chicken and I had the knife cutting up while I held the chicken and whoops I cut my wrist. blah. I thought it was funny because I was so stupid. It's not bad, just kind of scary. Blah.

And so goes my day.
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stinko

09-11-03 7:20pm

hilary, i love you, please don't let yourself fall
it's a very lonely place to be. if you want to talk about things, i'm here. i know that lately things have been kind of wierd, but i am here for you regardless.
i love you soo much! i just want to see you happy.

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holiday

Re:, 09-11-03 8:51pm

oh jessi i love you too! gosh, i am so lucky to have a friend like you. thank you for always being there for me, i'll be here for you too
<3
:-)

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munkysaurus

09-11-03 9:26pm

Um, I had this vending machine that would dispense small, novelty gum balls.
Well, the gum balls are gone, have you seen them?
Oh! I ate them all, ha ha, ok.
Are you smiling yet, do you want to, should I make you, should I call your mom and make her make you, should I call your aunt up and make her, make your mom, make you. I'll call all of Cedar Springs up and start a small coelition in arms propelled on the simple mantra of "the "H" must smile, or will regrettably be pumped full of dimes and nickels". Dimes and nickels? Yeah, dimes and nickels propelled by the propellation of the mantra. Projectiles of American currency with the sole will of making one little girl, sitting in her epic melancholy crease her dainty little lips into an upward concave.

Whose got pills!

Are you smiling yet? If not, I stand by my threats. And, ho ho, that was a threat. All monkeys aside.

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holiday

Re:, 09-11-03 9:29pm

Oh my, yes indeed that made me smile a lot! It made me laugh a lot too.
I think I took all the gum balls...I am sorry. haha!
Both you guys cheered me up, thank you :-D

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