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KryieKougar (profile) wrote,
on 8-15-2002 at 4:24pm
Current mood: strange
I am not so sure what the word "me" means anymore. i look into the mirror, i see a girl and wonder who she is. when i look in the mirror, its like i am looking into the past. there are few things i dont regrate, but some of them were worth it. everytime i do something in the past i just do it all over again, and ti always hurts me, even when i know its wrong. i had brought it on myself. there was once someone who thought i was perfect to them, i miss him. i took him for grated. i had put him though so much pain, but he stayed byside, when i finally relized why he did, it was too late, he was gone. i have a hard time letting go, he had been such a big part of my life. i use to be someone he wanted to marry, now i am just his best friend. certain things i cant tell him anymore. even just as friends he had always been there to help me. when we were together he helped me look into the mirrow and see someone worth being. now i dont know what i see, besides a blank stare. its not his fault, i am not blameing him, its no ones fault but my own. but i still have questions. who am i? where do i belong? what is my heart telling me? what road do i take? i may never know
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