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| lilkristen (profile) wrote, on 9-12-2003 at 4:11pm | |
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| i was upset bout rob...thought eric would help me...gimme some support...i talked to his away while he was on n told him to send me an email w/what to do...he didnt...i figured maybe he signed off n didnt read the IMs from his away...well i found out that wasnt true...that he was online for like another half hour after that talking to jaime...and not even trying to help me by sending a quick email...and now hes making stupid excuses like "i didnt know" i put this in an IM... SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [3:59 PM]: ur say ur sorry...and then i tell u im still crying...and usually, or at least when you cared about me, you'd always try n make me feel better...but you havent... he put on his away...says hes on the phone...cant make a lil time for kristen after you hurt her...nope...too much to ask... i thought i loved him...and that he loved me back...well i've learned that things arent always what they seem...i was obviously wrong... i wish i knew why life hurts people the way it does...you see so much pain in everyone...and i hate it...mikes the only one thats been helping me thru this...i tell ali im in tears n she just keeps focusing on ray or whatever the hell his name is...mike thank you so much you've been so great to me when i really needed help and i appreciate it soooo much...luv ya... im sick of all the lies in this world...why do people lie about love...why do people have to play with emotions like that...they dont realize what they do to others...so much shit has gone on today and yesterday...stuff i havent mentioned, and that i cant mention...and all i keep asking myself is why we're forced to live such painful lives... |
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EmoChick304 | Awww..., 09-18-03 6:44pm kris...i'm so sorry. here's my AIM s/n that i hide on. if you ever need me, i am probably on there. Emochick304....awww...remember, i'm always here. :\ |