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| mle (profile) wrote, on 9-3-2002 at 10:27am | |
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so a party i went to this weekend... yea, someone's parents found out. im praying in every single class that i dont get pulled out by t-rock. thatd be bad. very bad. if those parents told the school what went on.. id get 3 days suspension just for being there. goodbye grades, 50% of my sports (including the CC game!!). goodbye to my car. goodbye to my life. id be fucked like you couldnt beleive! plus if mommy and daddy decided to take me down for a drug test again... specially cuz it was my 1st night off grounding. hey, i had to celebrate, ya know. but the rents would seriously flip... i seriously think i have paranoia issues now. wohoo! something to add to my list of shit that i hate about myself. no, seriously. im so paranoid that i was afraid my parents were gonna freak when i smelled like campfire smoke. dude, i push the envelope so much with them. i came home 45 minutes after curfew (big deal) 2 nights in a row right out of grounding - smelling like smoke of various sorts. lol, and me and mark got pulled over by the po po's... totally scary as hell! yea. im going crazy like this though. im always watchin my back, so paranoid that im gonna get busted for sumthin or another. guilty conscience? maybe. but im only guilty if i get caught ;) mle |
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spud | 09-03-02 10:08pm hey, i have a crazy idea. how about we don't do stuff we're not willing to take flack for. i mean, if you didn't mind getting shit for going home and smelling like pot, i'd say go right ahead. but if it's going to bother you, find new smells to surround yourself with. it's a good code to live by. it's kept me a goody two shoes for a long long time. |
| mle | Re:, 09-04-02 10:27am do i mind getting shit for doing illegal things? no way- another substance abuse talk wouldnt hurt.
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| mle | Re:, 09-04-02 10:31am ok, now that i reread that thing, i dont want you to think im some kinda alcoholic or pothead or addicted to anything. it goes in bursts: ill drink every weekend for a month or so, then ill quit for a while. and based on my over feelings of anti-socialness (?), id say this is jsut a "wohoo, im ungrounded" small celebration. once the 1/5 is gone, ill pry stop for a while again (unless we beat catholic, that is :) lol).
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spud | Re: Re:, 09-04-02 11:18pm okay. whatever. i don't mean to come off as a goody two shoes, i just do. but that's not the point. i don't really think anyone ever has everything under control, but things aren't necessarily out of hand. i think it unwise, but i'm not going to tell you what to do.
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| mle | Re: Re: Re:, 09-06-02 3:59pm ok.. check out www.skelletones.com i glanced at the calendar, and theyre playing on 10/11 as "pop punk". ive never gone on a day when the bands were classified as "pop" anything, so i dont know if its any different, but when i go (usually "(hardcore or oldschool)punk")... its, different than what you might see up in cedar. really depends on the band. some nights, ill see quite a few preppy kids chillin, or parents of the band videotaping. other nights, even if when i wear all black and dark makeup, im the most "normal" looking person there. generally, expect to see semi-trashy, dark downtown people (as i like to call them) and lots of punks.
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