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| TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote, on 9-15-2003 at 3:50pm | |
| Current mood: energetic Music: Rolling Stones - Sympathy For The Devil |
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| There are so many developments and complications and updates in everyone else's lives right now, mine seem trivial. Things are good though. Yet... The impermanence of life and everything in it has left me with no direction. I've come to grips that I can turn anything on or off with enough effort, that I can convince myself of anything or make myself feel however I want. It's nice, in a way, but when I sought control of my life, I don't think I wanted this much. Any one thing in my life is only as important as I will allow it to be. What's the point in being truthful and giving and righteous and good when there's no absolute truth to fight for? It used to be the concept of love, and I still believe in love more than anything else on this earth, but I've shown that I can turn that off as well, so I'm left with happiness and even at times, contentment, but there's a hole there, and I don't know what to fill it with. There's nothing really left fighting for... Don't get me wrong though, I'm still having a good day. |
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franz1939 | 09-15-03 5:59pm you're having a good day even though i hit you? I hope it didnt hurt(i doubt it could have it was me hitting you), but if I did you can hit me back |
Leeder5421 | 09-15-03 10:51pm "I still believe in love more than anything else on this earth"
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TaoMan1121 | Re:, 09-16-03 3:36pm Grr... it's exactly the opposite, that I don't subscribe from Ewan's character's views in that movie anymore... that that feeling is gone.
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