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| mannlyguy (profile) wrote, on 3-5-2002 at 9:33pm | |
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| Feeling good today. Not to shitty not to good just in the middle. So I guess that I should correct my first statement to neutral. Was going to go to my best friends house and hang there with him tonight but ended up staying with my girl. Things just aren't the same with me and my best friend anymore. Shit we used to do everything together and now that he is popular and I'm still just in the middle of the social class, we never do anything. I don't really think that it's a bad thing because we had thought a long time that our friendship would never make it this far. I don't know whether I should try to get back into the flow of things with him and go out and do things with him because he does a lot of things that I don't think should be done. I'm afraid that I losing a friend even though we have always said that we would be there for our entire lives for one another, I don't know if that is still going to be the case. Should I try to confront him about it? I don't know. I think that my mind has been made up to just ride things out and hope that he will change after we graduate school. I don't know anymore. Shit I am confused but I'm not, if that makes any sense. I don't care if it makes sense or not because I know what I mean and that's all that matters. I have new friends now and he has new friends but I don't know if my new friends are going to be as good of friends as my other best friend. I know that they will be friends and so on but I don't know if they will end up with as strong of a friendship as I have......used to have. I think that the biggest thing that is bothering me is the fact that I don't know whether or not I can talk to him anymore. We are falling apart from each other and I afraid to let go and watch to see how things fall into place. Yeah for those of you that are reading this, you probably think that I'm like gay or something by the way that I put things in this but you know what? Fuck you! I don't give a shit what the hell anyone thinks about me because I have learned to not give a fuck. So deal with it. Anyone that wants to talk about any of this come see me and I'll set your ass straight if you decide to piss me off. | |
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wafflehouse | Well now.., 03-05-02 9:40pm Try and set me straight motherfucker!!! Just kiddin' bro. That sucks, I just went through something like that...but you already know about that...you know where to catch me @ night...vent to me if you want...god knows I did enough of it.
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