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Lizzy (profile) wrote,
on 9-16-2003 at 4:41pm
Current mood: sad
Music: Punk Rock Princess
Subject: You wonder if you should...
The last days have been full of drama. Sara's death and Eaglette drama have been occupying. The whole Sara thing saddens me not so much because i was close with her ( i wasn't) but i just feel soooo bad for her family. It's so creepy, on Sunday, leslie had called my mom and told her about a rumor about it, and then when my mom went to sleep that night she didn't know wat was true, and sara's mom came to her in her sleep and said "She's dead." How friken scary is that. I try to be my cheery self but when i'm not busy i think about it and get so upset. It scares me to think that she's floating around somewhere, alone, and she wants to go back to her family. It scares me to think how her family is going to go on without her. I'm going to the wake tonight. I feel bad about writing anything minimal here, like i'm disrespecting her death by writing something inconsequential. It was such a tragic accident...no one deserves to die so young and because of ONE choice. ONE choice can change your entire existence. I believe in fate as well, but why did God feel this should happen? I don't know. Talking about it helps, and also keeping busy. I also love hugs <3

As for eaglettes, a bunch of stuff went down, none of which i'm totally positive on the truths but whatever. I'm still looking forward to the "organized booty dance." Should be fun and really good! Everyone wants to try out for eaglettes next auditions which is amusing.

I'm doing well in my classes, all A's...score :) And i love all my friends and bryan and everyone. So yea, i'm okay, just if i'm sad just respect my feelings. <3 <3
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rachel

09-16-03 5:53pm

i wuv u lizabeth! too bad i dint get bright and shiny grades along with you.. :( lol

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