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| H2OforDuo (profile) wrote, on 9-18-2003 at 7:18pm | |
| Subject: anothe post from my last journal 9that-psycho-pyro-vampire-chick) |
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:: 2003 31 August :: 10.02 pm just got off the phone Suddenly I feel different. Physicaly, and mentaly. There is a strange bottomless feeling....Is this what lonlelyness feels like? I dont know what to do about this lonelyness. Typicaly one would find someone to make themselves not lonely, but that doesnt come easily for me. My head hurts. Nee can make this big of a differance in my life. She truly is a great friend, but I think I need sometithng more than a friend. People ask me why I read so much, the answer: solotude. I loke to be alone...but there are some times when I need someone I can talk to. Sure I can talk to my friends, but...well, you know. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Its amazing. When ever me an Nee are on the phone we're happy! Whe we get off, we get all depressed and junk. Were best friends. Who have never met. Its complex ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
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GoddessStar | 09-24-03 9:50am Although reading takes me away I find it doesn't fill the gaping hole I have somewhere in the back of my mind. It only throws a rug over it, so that I don't notice it's there... but I can still feel it.
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H2OforDuo | Re:, 09-24-03 9:20pm Ah, yes. but for me Reading temporarily makes it go away...And then I put the book down..... |