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| eragedbluerat (profile) wrote, on 9-19-2003 at 8:01pm | |
| Current mood: aggravated Music: Trapt Subject: Why? |
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| Why is it that just as everything in my life seems to be turning around, things start falling apart again? I mean my feelings for lauren were going away. Then about 3 days ago I have that dream about her (which i had again last night), and all my feelings for her return, and she asks me to that dance thing. WEll today in school i found out that my teacher messed up on my test. i didnt get a 100 on the summer reading test. I got a 91. Which somehow (i dont know how) but i now have an 85. I have handed in all my assignments so far. How could my grade drop that much? GRAAAH!!!!!!! Yesterday, lauren feels the need to describe for me, in detail, her dress. BITCH. She knew damn well what she was doing. She knew how it was tearing me up that she would be wearing that dress for someone else. For some other guy, that wasn't me. She knew i still love her. BLLLLLAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Oh well my life sucks again. I get used to it by now. Goodnight ~BOYER |
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dirt-vixen21 | Hey, 09-19-03 8:14pm I read your post. I know what it feels like...and I know it hurts. Give it time. I hve no flippin' patience...and so it was and still is a bitch for me to deal with. Love is so much work, and I know too well how wonderful it can be... but your worth more than whatever shes making you feel like. And I nkow that sounds like bull shit. *laughs* The good thing is that you're doing the sxact same thing I'm doing while trying to get over someone...listening to Trapt. Continue... it'll feel really good after awhile. Write back... it's be cool chat. I'll add you as a friend. |
eragedbluerat | Re: hey, 09-19-03 10:45pm I appreciate ur comment. yeah i kno i have to give it time. im like u said impatient. But im getting better. more or less. im not a real big trapt fan but i am gettin into them. personally i like tiger army but trapt definately kicks ass. well i gtg i need to get some sleep for some reason that i cant think of right now. i just have nothing more to say and im bad at wrapping notes up. ttyl
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| dirt-vixen21 | Hello, 09-20-03 1:20pm I was really glad to hear back from you. Most people never reply or get pissed because I posted a comment. *laughs* Anyways... I hope things are getting better. I'd say some other things, but since this is a journal posted over the net for everyone to see...we can e-mail eachother? *smiles* I'm happy I have someone to talk to who's going through the same thing. All my friends don't seem to understand... but they've also never been in love. It's be really cool to talk some more. Hope to hear from you soon. |