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brandnew26 (profile) wrote,
on 9-20-2003 at 8:18pm
Current mood: pissed off
Music: glassjaw - secret song
"and now you leave me in defeat
leave me battered, broken man
The amount of love you wish to give is more than i can stand"



"Now I have you where I want you
I know that you are listening
This is my chance to tell you everything
my chance to tell you I love you
but I've waited too long
Now the record's over
Now the record's over"


ok, so i quit my band today. i get no credit for anything. i work my ass off and i get nothing. im very pissed off as you can tell. hmm...i was told i have issues, why yes, i do, thank you for that grand statement, did you just figure that out? so i write music without choruses, so i listen to classical piano and instrumental pieces. yea, for some reason i feel like everything i've ever worked for and cared about is falling apart. you know what, fuck love again. i hate everything. goddammit, fuck everything. nothing matters anyway, i'll be dead in 3 to 80 years. i dont see the point in anything anymore. word of advice, dont try and make me feel better. i dont care anymore. fuck it, this is shit.
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suicidexdoll

x, 09-20-03 9:17pm

i'm sorry you're upset. i know how you feel. everything is so shitty sometimes, but i guess you just have to deal, for lack of anything better to do [[ well, at least that's how it is in my case =P ]] .. but cheer up, everything will be okay.

*hugs*

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