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| andi (profile) wrote, on 9-23-2003 at 3:40pm | |
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| *I am the IMPOSTER* I went down a road where I have never been before. A road I don't want to plounder down again... People kept telling me that I am "Mary" and that I am uptight about certain things. They made me feel bad about being ME. They told me to "loosen up", so I did. Who were those people? My friends. I NEVER want to do that again. It made me turn off my road and onto a stranger's highway. I didn't know where I am going or who I am or what I became, I am lost. I can't read the signs. I met people on the way and I'm not so proud. Being ashamed has come over me. Walking down the road I took a break for water, so pretty, pure, tasteful; that's not me. I dropped my jug from shock. I couldn't stand seeing my reflection. I'm done being this stranger. Finished. I wanna be ME not this IMPOSTER. I have lost my moral, my "laws". The cold, hard rain washed them away. The rain cloud still stands over me; hovering over, covering my sun; my light to the exit off the road. It's hauging it. Still over my head, I can't see the highway laying in front of me. I'm going to keep going down it untill I can see clearly. My light is gone. The grey cloud just wants me to suffer. Suffer till I can't no longer. I'm begging to let my sun show me the exit off this stranger's highway. I want to be me; be on my road. I want to be better than I was before. I want my road, my life. I want it all better than in the past. Show me the exit. Just let a lil light shine through. I want to go home..... AndI |
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| Anonymous | 09-24-03 9:08am very touching. |
Wave262 | 09-25-03 4:47pm very touching lol |
tubularchick88 | OMG!!!!, 09-25-03 5:50pm HOLY SHIT! YOU JUST GAVE ME MY TOPIC FOR MY ADMISSIONS ESSY! THANK YOU SO MUCH, I CANT EVEN SAY!THAT IS YOUR BEST WRITING YOU HAVE EVER DONE, ITS SAD BUT TO TRUE. AT LEAST YOU REALIZED REALLY ENOUGH, GREAT JOURNAL!MWWAAHH WE SHOULD DO SOMETHING THIS WEEKEND! bYES |
andi | Re: OMG!!!!, 09-26-03 10:30am what is the essay for? What is the Idea? I know, I write good when i'm depressed. lol. yeah Calle me Later... |
Anonymous | Re: Re: OMG!!!!, 09-26-03 5:03pm It's for her college addmission essay. |
cALI | Hi, 09-26-03 1:35pm Yea that is tight work! TTYL! |