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spinoangel (profile) wrote,
on 9-23-2003 at 4:07pm
Current mood: satisfied with life
Music: something corporate
Subject: i wish i could go to the concert...
*light breaks underneath a heavy door. and i try to keep myself awake. fall all around us on our hotel floor and you think that you've made a mistake. and there's a pain in my stomach from another sleepless binge. and i struggled to get myself up again.i wanna hang onto something that won't break away or fall apart like the pieces of my heart. and globes and maps are all around me now. i wanna feel you breathe me. globes and maps i see, surround you here.
why won't you believe me? globes and maps, they charter your way back home. do you wanna leave or something? and dreams came around you in a hazy rain. you opened your mouth wide to feel them fall. and i write a letter, from a one-way train, but i don't think you'll read it at all. and i can't take this anymore. well i know that i can't take this anymore. cuz i know someday i'll see you out that door.*

i dont know why i havent updated in like three days. it seems like a long time to me. i guess cuz my days pretty much become monotonous and pointless. *shrug* here are my days summed up -

1]drag my feet into school and lean against a wall
2]drag my feet to class
3]copy down notes
4]try to stay awake and listen
5]think
6]look at people
7]drag my feet some more. stand some more.

alright, i'm exaggerating. yes i do have good times and highlights in my day but idk why i never remember them... *shrug*. i hate government. i had a good day in art today. i got 40/40 on my quiz and i got to spend most of the time refining my still life while i listened to something corporate. THANKS TO ASHLEY. I LOVE YOU. it was very peaceful.

do you people watch the wade robson project? i watch it every single day. jessica simpson just came on to judge and she looks so cute/sexy. i want her purple shirt. idk why but i really like watching this show. idk how i watch it every single day. its part of the routine. i think i would do good on this show. hmmm.

so it sounds like this weekend will be another one to remember, another one to make my mood all bright again. i cannot wait. it was funny, like the city place thing started out as me, valerie, and alexis and then it's just spread so there's probly gonna be like 20 ppl there. lol. but it's all good ya know... everyones got love for each other. i think it's cool. as the years go by people only grow closer and it's so nice to feel and see it happening. although i miss luan. a lot. a whole freaking lot. A LOT.

<3 .somegasolen. <3
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laughkisscry

hahaha, 09-23-03 4:24pm

<3 .somegasolen. <3

enough said.
much <3, my blooming blossom.



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